When I was a little girl I would see my dad and my mom as magical figures who would bring to me anything on this earth at my slightest whim. I was the most sensitive and touchy among all my siblings. Being the first to my parents I always had an extra edge over my younger sister. I was always overprotected by my parents as I was the gullible and shy personality they had to keep a close watch on me so that nobody took advantage of my naive nature.
I was never too open about my inner feelings and couldn’t express my emotions so easily to anyone. Whether it was anger love or fear never it occurred to me that I could share it with anyone.
Parents especially my father always handled me with great care and love. He was extremely overprotective about me I could never imagine in my remotest thoughts if I one day had to leave him for the heavenly abode. The mere thought would run chills down my spine it was the most disastrous moment for any of us.
Such was the bond I shared with my dad who was an adorable person a doting caring father.
I lost my father who would always remain as an immortal figure in my life to a brief illness. Through out my life I am now going to regret why I bottled up inside my emotions for him failed to articulate how dearly and intensely I felt for him.
Don’t hold back your emotions let them flow out through your heart though your soul and deeper it shines through your words.
Laugh and dance like a free bird when you are happy
Cry out a river because pain needs a vent
Show your anger when things are not going right it is okay not to feel good all the time.
Emotions are the only catalyst which make us humans so express them.